The deliciousness of blank pages, waiting for any scribble and scrawl, born to absorb the ink, the words, the lines, the lives, the love of just writing, feeling the difference of each pen as it slipes slides glosses scratches drags across the page. are the words worthy of such paper, such pages, such golden edges, such luxe leather crackled and soft and padded and waiting and waiting.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
The Deliciousness of Blank Pages
The deliciousness of blank pages, waiting for any scribble and scrawl, born to absorb the ink, the words, the lines, the lives, the love of just writing, feeling the difference of each pen as it slipes slides glosses scratches drags across the page. are the words worthy of such paper, such pages, such golden edges, such luxe leather crackled and soft and padded and waiting and waiting.
Pentimento
Sonhei Que Você Estava Aqui
Tic Toc
There is time, enough time
So much time, plenty of time
There seems barely a narrowing
Let alone a vanishing point
For the two lines, lives
In a lifetime so fresh,
So full of days to come?
Passing 3, passing 4, passing 5
Whispers nights are forever
But life is not.
Friday, November 03, 2006
"Longe do olhar dos outros..."
Until finally parallel
Then moving
Unfathomably, inexplicably
Apart
Cruel trompe l’oeil
Where drifting away
Disguises itself so well
On the golden horizon
Any blue beyond view
Anil infusing each tone
In the barely veiled dance
Of a patient Salomé
Her words
Like diaphanous scarves
Wafting through your blue,
Her unyielding song
Caressing each longing
Sussurros, suspiros, saudades
Sempre sussurrando
respiramos ao mesmo tempo-
como uma engrenagem única e bela."
Our breath now hers
Her words now mine
An exquisite exchange
Of despair and desire
Voracidade saciada
O gosto das amoras amargam
Perco parte dos meus sonhos.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Beyond the Blue
Warmer than sunlight
Hanging from heaven
Unhooked from home
Echoing the thunder
Of granite streets
Across a sorrowful sky
To other fields
Other flowers
To renew its blue
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Tua Boca
Friday, September 22, 2006
Sozinha
Sopram os rios
Outonos passando, dos
Zinco, ainda escapa
Interminável movimento, esbranquiçado
Ninho dos pensamentos amarelados
Hélio tão fácil, tão leve, girando
Amanheço confortável, na próxima sala.
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Blue Haiku
sparkling on my limbs
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
Todas as Cores, Não se Foram
of life in your heart,
I count the days
of an awkwardly conceived,
now-shattered vase
strewn about,
thorns under bare feet
pick up the jagged pieces,
one last time
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Outer Bands
Across this tattered landscape
Of exhaustion, anticipation, regeneration
Shallow tendrils tearing free
Grasping, unclasping
Dreaming of a flight
Above the storm
Monday, July 31, 2006
The Book of Love
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures
And instructions for dancing
I love it when you read to me
And you
You can read me anything
In fact that's where music comes from
Some of it is transcendental
Some of it is really dumb
I love it when you sing to me
And you
You can sing me anything
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
And I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
Friday, July 28, 2006
The Plausible Impossible
His flights of fancy
Hinged on the "plausible impossible"
And believe
That if the propeller on the beanie
Spins fast enough,
The little boy will levitate...
A psychatrist friend told me
At 33:
"Your animus is an 8 year old boy
Who doesn't know
The laws of the universe,
(including gravity)
Apply to him,
So he still believes
Everything is possible."
The plausible impossible,
The beautiful impossible,
All the impossibles
Are possible.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Can You Imagine Me at 70?
let them through
i am a poet, he said
(was she lost?, they asked)
she was
they are
now inhabiting that fragile slash
a scandalous summit of severed souls
in a hundred page poem
that she began
and he will finish
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Primeiro Ato (Monocromático) na Paisagem dos Teus Olhos
image by jstar@flickr; poem by renato flief
Ela flutua sobre as cores
Não a importa o duo do contraste
Horizonte monocromático
Suas asas sobre qualquer transparência
As cores se misturam desde
O primeiro encontro
A voz suave e seu chamado
Aromático e de insistência
Descrita em linhas
Posso as ler?
As linhas da tua mão
Completam as minhas cores
Nem tudo é mono
Tudo está no branco dos olhos
A paisagem se concentra
Apenas, um pouco mais no centro
First (Monochromatic) Act in the Landscape of Your Eyes
(with apologies to the poet for this poor excuse for a translation)
She floats on colors
It doesn't matter the contrasting duet
The monochromatic horizon
Her wings on any transparency
Their colors have blended since
Their first encounter
A soft voice and its
Aromatic insistent call
Described in lines
Can I read them?
The lines of your hand
Complete my colors
Not everything is mono
Everything is in the white of the eyes
The landscape comes into focus
Just, a little more toward the center
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Through a Gentle Lens
To know, to love back then
Hopscotching landmines in
That playpen of terror
Tyrants and traumas
To what looked like life
From there.
In some freakish measure of time
(Perhaps more mine than thine)
Through liquefaction, cavitation
We remain
(The wondering waif)
The fractal harlequin,
(The wandering waif)
Disparate dolls on a shared shelf
Keeping safe
The other waif
That other self
The Relentless Beauty of the Ordinary
the click and clack of dishes dishing
the groan of hard drives overfilled
the clink of cocktails duly swilled
raw scrapes of half-truths half-believed
a chattering mind consumed with doubt
the screaming soul, belting out
the sound of living, once again
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
lost light
i could say i remember
a time of plenty
of time, of knowing
the quality
of light
i call upon memories
that elude my grasp
in rationed moments dimly lit
the sky
at night
i could say the moon will suffice
but the lamp glares
with an unconsoling heat
the crystal pales
in paltry light
Love's Landscape
Under your gaze
Under your hands
Under your weight
The heat of your desire
The cadence of your passion
I am renewed
Reformed, reborn
Monday, July 17, 2006
Catapulting, Spinning, and Gliding Toward Re-entry
The shuttle, which had been circling the earth
upside down with its engines facing forward,
flipped to face its nose forward
and its cockpit upward for landing.
known as plasma heated the outer surfaces of the craft
to about 3000 degrees Fahrenheit,
and the shuttle executed a series of computer-controlled S-curves
that helped it to slow to landing speed.
generated by the nose and wings
as the shuttle neared the Kennedy Space Center landing strip
at supersonic speeds.
flying it is famously tricky.
In a 2004 memorandum to shuttle workers,
N. Wayne Hale, Jr., the manager of the shuttle program,
wrote, “The orbiter flies like a brick,
with handling qualities that would make a Mack truck proud.”
there were thunderstorms about 40 miles to the north
that threatened to scuttle landings for the day.
But just before 8, the message came from Houston
that weather was not a concern,
and the Discovery’s commander and pilot
were given the green light
to bring the shuttle...back to earth.
Mr. Frick told Mr. Lindsey.
“You’re go for the de-orbit burn.”
“Roger that,” Col. Lindsey replied.
“Go for the de-orbit burn.”
between 8 and 12 ounces of fluid every 15 minutes,
in order to increase the amount of fluid in their bodies.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Leaf for Flief
From your mouth
(tua boca, anjo)
Like tiny buttons
Scattering on the floor
I scramble to catch each one
As it disappears
Forever
You cast your eyes
(teus olhos, anjo)
Into mine
To clarify, to purify
My poet-priest,
You raise your hands
(tuas mãos, anjo)
To cradle my face
Kiss my brow
In some ancient
tender blessing
You stay
I go
Alone,
Together
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Countless
What is there to count when love flashes by?
No nights of fevered dancing
To learn the way the nearly beloved moves
No lazy coffee steam
To gaze across, dissolving into each other's souls
No rain-drenched kisses
To wash away the echoes of heartbreaks past
What is there to count?
Surges, pulses, glimmers of recognition
Darting glances catching darting glances
Chaste kisses that skirt the mouth
Surreptitious caresses of tousled hair
Tangled hurried words
To say it all, it all, before time falls apart
There is so much to count when love flashes by
Like snowflakes in a blizzard
Cherry blossoms in the March rain
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There is too much to count
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Torn
I look to any bit of blue
For you
Your color, my balance
Your gaze, my home
Shelter
That shelters
This shelter
This place
Of fragile balance
Of filtered light
And rare air
The tethered canvas
Rustles and sighs
Grounded
Grounded?
Grounded.
The tent
Holds fast
Beneath the steady sky.